Home..

I'm so glad to be home.. back in Massachusetts, where I belong. Well New England is where I belong. It was weird coming home, you almost feel a disconnect with reality. I'm still regaining my place in society again. It's painful but I'm getting back on my feet and putting my best face forward. No sense in looking back and wishing you hadn't done something.. I can't regret.. I can only learn from my mistakes and take them for what they taught me and what I need to do to get to where I want to be.

I need to start writing again.. in my own personal journals, not on this thing. I'm way more inventive with a pen and paper. I need to get off my ass and take photographs again. I drive by things all the time and just wish I had the energy to stop and wish I had my camera on me. I think after such a long trip and how many photos I took the ability to press a shutter button has dwindled from my motor skills. Haha. I am craving creativity to come back into my life. I just want it so much. I need to start painting again and drawing.. anything to get me feeling like me again.

On another note:
I have recently been building my music folder as well: here are some people or bands I have been feeling as of late:

Wilco-Sky Blue Sky
Chris Brown-Exclusive
Elliott Smith- New Moon
Misfits-Earth A.D.
Rihanna-Good Girl Gone Bad
Adele-19
Bon Jovi-Slippery When Wet
Coldplay-X&Y
Jason Mraz-We Sing We Dance We Steal Things
Rufus Wainwright-Poses
Rufus Wainwright-Release The Stars
Sia-Some People Have Real Problems
The National-Boxer
Zero 7-Simple Things
Zero 7-The Garden

I'm working on procuring myself some: VNV Nation, and VHS or Beta. I need a little color in my life. haha. Love it!

That's all I've got in me..

-V*Monstah-